Unsent Messages

Ughh where do I even begin, you were the senior and I was a freshman. You played football and were super hot, how could I not like you. We clicked so fast dude, I was shocked haha. You were so mature about everything and I think that's why I was so attracted to you, you understood what it was like to be me almost. Kinda scary but whatever. I first started noticing that I was falling for you when I had a panic attack the afternoon after school when you gave me my first kiss. I was so overwhelmed with my feelings that I just broke down. I knew we were never gonna be in a relationship but man was those few months fun before you got a gf. I miss you sometimes but I don't let myself get too sad about it because you're an a**hole. You were a good friend but when you and your gf were together you literally cheated on her with me and I didn't know ya'll were together so I felt like shit after. But damn how I wish you and I were sitting in gym again just talking about stupid stuff.