Unsent Messages

I honestly really wasn’t expecting you to be what you were but I loved you anyway. Even when you lied about so many things. I still loved you. I was willing to accept those things still. But you asked for too much. You couldn’t be satisfied with just acceptance. You wanted all of me. And I couldn’t give that to you. Honestly you’re so selfish even now it breaks my heart. I don’t know if it’s because you were scared I would leave you for someone better is what made you corner me like that but you drove me away. It’s your own fault. I saw a life for us, I really did. But you didn’t believe I did. I feel like though out everything, you never actually believe anything I said. I hope you someday realize that. I hope you realize that I wasn’t the issue. I wasn’t the one that made us go to shit. I do still love you. I don’t miss you though. And I want to get over you. I can’t say these things to your face, I’m not strong enough to. If you somehow stumble upon this then well atleast you heard it even if you don’t know it’s me.