From: ABC
To: eli
Date: November 19, 2020, 2:20 am
Hey, um i miss you. I know you do also because you texted me how you wanted another chance. Its not that i don't want you back its just i'm scared that one of us is going to hurt the other and i wouldnt be able to go through the pain of being hurt again. I also wouldnt be able to forgive myself if i hurt you anymore than i fell like i have already done. Look im sorry that i just want to be friends but i cant loose you. Not permanently. I just cant. I love you from the bottom of my heart. I love a player, but one that cared for me so much to the point none of us noticed how toxic we were becoming. We were soulmates who just werent meant to be. I hope you do understand that i love you from the bottom of my heart but i just cant get hurt, or i cant hurt you. Either one would kill me mentally and physically. So please understand. Im sorry.