Unsent Messages

I don't even know where to start. It's been months and somehow I still think about you and have feelings for you. Energy does not lie. Somehow I still have love for you. I know not to wonder why you did the things you did because you probably don't know either. I know getting over someone and moving on takes time. I deserve so much better and I deserve the world. I deserve a man who loves me for me not the idea of me. I know not to wonder why. I am healing from you. You were my best friend and I remember when we broke up it was like you didn't care at all. Then you started texting me you regret it. I shouldn't be left confused or wondering why, because I deserve more than that. You knew what I go through but you still did all of that to me. I know the higher power or the universe is making room for people who deserve to be in my life. You made me realize how much I need to raise my standards and you made me realize I deserve so much more. Surprisingly I still miss you, there are these times where things would happen and you're the first one that comes to my mind, I wanna tell you so much but I can't. But if it's meant to be it'll be, I know not to have hope. I want the best for you and I hope you learned and this makes you a much better person. I loved you so much.