Yes I would. And the thing is I don’t even want anything with anyone at all not anymore. I’m too worried about hurting everyone and I’m just gonna wait until College to even look for anything because I’m over it right now. I also have a lot of other stuff to deal with. Also I’m just gonna say this for my own sanity but I feel like you’re mad at me like obviously you have reasons to be but like I feel like the way you were typing changed or something and I’m doing is trying to be honest with you if you’re mad that’s fine I don’t even know why it shouldn’t matter if you’re mad now I’m crying so now I’m done typing