i dont want to know what possibilities that the universe had in store for us. i dont want to know about what could have been. i just want u to know that u make me feel like the only brightly shining star in the dark night sky. u are the only face that i look for in every crowded room and it hurts, so bad that i would never know what it's like to be loved or to love you. all i have to hold are the short, fever-dream of memories that we have together. i hope that u will be so incredibly happy.