From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: November 19, 2020, 2:08 am
You're totally my type. I like guys with dark hair that's fluffy and bouncy. I like guys who aren't scrawny. I like guys who play video games, and like real video games like cod or Minecraft lol. I like musicians. I like guys who have a sense of humor and show themselves off every once and a while. You're exactly my type. Remember when me, you, Ashley, and daiden all had a group chat and were sending photos of one another? And Ashley sent a picture of you in a yellow shirt? Well, lemme tell you when I saw that picture I died a little. I fucking love that picture but I couldn't save it for two reasons. It would've been weird if I saved it and I would keep looking at it, causing my to like you and develop feelings. I can't do that because I'm not ready for a relationship again and I have school to worry about. Honestly if we dated again I think it would be fun, but I don't know if it's realistic. I feel like it would kinda be a repeat of our other relationship you know? It would be super fun though because we could play video games and I'm gonna get my permit in January, so it would be fun so we could sit in the car and listen to music. I don't want to jump into sexual stuff though I just want someone to have fun with and play music and video games with. You could be that person. I want you to be that person, but at the same time I don't want you to be that person because I don't want to let someone in again and I don't want to be in another failed relationship. And I feel the relationship will fail because of me. When I picture us dating, I don't picture me dating you for marriage, I picture me dating you for fun and affection. I'm sorry to say that, but it's the truth. I don't want to hurt your feelings. My mom loves you haha. She told me that she liked you the most out of the other people I've dated. I do too. You showed me actual affection that wasn't sex-driven. Thank you for that. Basically, what I'm saying is, will you be my person to have fun with? With a side note of you so happen to be EXACTLY my type.