From: ABC
To: Trent
Date: September 28, 2020, 11:44 pm
i know it’s selfish for me to say but i don’t want you to fall in love with somebody else. and i really love you and i always will. i don’t know what’s going to happen if we don’t end up together, but god i pray we do.
i really hope you have all the happiness in the world and im sorry i couldn’t give that to you. i’m sorry i couldn’t figure out wtf was wrong with me. i’m sorry for ever hurting you.
i really wish we could’ve figured us out. i still wish you’re my forever.
Again idk if us being friends means we’ll never be something more in the future or if it just means that we’re taking a break.
i miss you and i wanna talk to you everyday and i just want to be with you and fuck all this bs. but if taking a break means that the next time we try us it’ll be how it was, then i’m okay with the heartbreak.
but if you fall in love with someone else, no matter how much, it’s going to kill me. but no matter what, i’ll want you to be happy because your happiness means everything to me.