You made me confused, happy and sad. You made me love myself more than anyone had ever done yet make me more insecure than I ever have been. You lifted me but also brought me down. I know I wasn’t perfect, no one is, but you expected too much off me and all of me which i could not give. You forced me not to be alone anymore and I felt alive again, more alive than I ever have been. But everytime you have a sudden urge to lash out and hurt me it all goes crashing down again, ready for it to be built up all over again just to repeat the same cycle.