From: ABC
To: myself
Date: January 4, 2021, 8:26 pm
Your failing yourself and anyone else. Tell me the last time you did something right. YOU CANT! Why cant you maybe because you cant do anything right your failing school your gonna get held back Robyn and all your friends are going to go to the tenth grade cuz you cant do your school work. stop blaming everything else this is your own fault. You put all this on yourself. wake the fuck up and Do BETTER. You cant keep living life like this your have to move on. Get your life together. Ask for help if you need it. STOP TRYING TO DO THIS ALONE. In the end its not gonna work out for you. Then your gonna end up doing what you said you wouldn't. I'm sure that would kill your momma and your brothers. You cant keep letting your depression win. you need to get back to your old self. Your family needs you back. They need you here on this earth and alive. Mental illness does not define who you are as a person. LET GO! It's gonna be hard but it will help.
