From: ABC
To: dylan
Date: January 4, 2021, 8:10 pm
He started talking to me again every so often after he started working with us but I wasn't answering very often or fast. He then one day out of the blue said
"can I ask you something that has been on my mine"
"Yeah whats up"
" I know you don't want a bf so I was wondering if you wanted to be friends with benefits"
"I am sorry, You're right I don't want a boyfriend, but I am talking to someone. I am really sorry."
Then after that, I became a super dry texter and was barely answering him until it turned into leaving him on read. He didn't ask about a thing with anyone or anything. It was an out of the blue kinda thing. He started talking to me more when him and abby were a thing and we became good friends which is why I have been talking to him about you. He told me that I must be in love with you because the way that I feel and think about everything has no other explanation. I told him all I wanted to do was talk to you and that I always want to see you drive by even tho it breaks my heart a little bit more. I made him cry because of how much I was crying. Idk what it is about you boy. IDK anymore. IDK what to do, IDK what to say, IDK how to think. I wish that I could control my feelings and just turn them off sometimes. I am sorry this one kinda went everywhere, that's also how my brain is rn haha everywhere.