hi, you don't know me but i do. i never accepted and would never accept what i feel for you, bc im too weak to show love or show my "sensitive" side, i just hate it, and the fact that my bestfriend is always making jokes about how in love im with you is so annoying that it's funny. im not afraid of getting rejected im just afraid to look "weak" bc i show my corny side in public, which instead of being cute i replace it with insults, funny, but still insults (my friends take them as a joke obviously) and i take my love to you, as a joke too, you will never see this and i probably would never tell this to you (unless i become friends with you which is kind of impossible) so, i hope, if somebody reads this and feels the same, welcome to the club.