From: ABC
To: Liesl
Date: December 7, 2020, 7:33 pm
I had to quit.. it’s whatever.. it sux nothing came from us, and I won’t see you, but I had to do it to know if you really felt the same way.. I really wanted you to feel wanted so you didn’t have to worry anymore. Despite me being looked at by everyone else as the villain and losing friends, I’d do it all over again with you if I could go back. I’d just be better on my part.
I care about you beyond any words I’m able to express at the moment.. Just always promise that you won’t go down the wrong road. The violent music you constantly listen to, the way you talk about not wanting to live, and your mental illness barriers you face, scare me for you. I don’t want you to end up with the wrong crowd and doing dumb impulsive things you’ll regret, like I did.. I’m always here for you if you need it though. I doubt you’d ever come to me for anything, but I’m always an open book, for what it’s worth.. you know how to find me. Bye