You were my first love and I so badly regret how things ended. I feel like we never got closure and I still so deeply care about how you are doing but I know that you don't want anything to do with me anymore and I get that. I just hope you know deep down that I do care and I would do anything to just sit down and hug you and tell you how sorry I am. I hope the best for you no matter where life takes you. You have a beautiful heart.