my first and only love. i have so much to say yet nothing at all because you already know everything. i wonder how you are? how you’ve been? right now, you are stuck and lost and tired and all the things you thought were fleeting feelings that would fix themselves eventually. but do not worry too much for things will be looking up, i promise, my dearest friend. i hope with all my heart that i still love you when you find this again in you life