From: ABC
To: Elias
Date: November 19, 2020, 1:19 am
I hate you. I put a white drop back because I don't think you deserve a color at all. I hate the way you smell or smile. I hate how you talk, the way you walk, how matter of factly you act. I hate most that you left a part of me broken. I hate how I miss you or how I turn my head any time a motorcycle goes by. I hate that you replaced me with a new version of me. You can even say that you didn't, the hair , her laugh, her smile. I hate that it's her name instead of mine, but most of all I hate how I don't hate you, not even a little bit, not at all. I hate how I think about you, that it even makes me smile. I hate that it makes my stomach knot and all I can do is cry. I hate how empty I feel and you're not even the reason why. I just want to tell you I'm done with that, that I'm okay now and I want to let you go.This is goodbye