I had so much love for you and it was sooo frustrating for me to sit there and see you move on when I was literally stuck. I didn't know how you where good at it, but every time you came back it convinced me that you did feel the same as me and you where just stuck as well yk. I was wrong, you used me for my body and my attention. You knew that if you came back, it wouldn't take long for me to welcome you with kisses and hugs. I hate that i can't hate you no matter how much trauma you caused I still don't wish the worst for you and i guess thats what makes me the bigger person. I'm happy to say that i am no longer available for you and I hope life is doing you well.