From: ABC
To: riley
Date: November 19, 2020, 1:19 am
i chose this colour because it reminds me of the monkeybars we used to sit on top of, to look at the stars. its probably really rusty now, and a darker red than it was before. i guess things do change, and get older, huh? i can't go in peyton's backyard without getting stuck looking at those monkey bars. i didnt even realise the feeling of my stomach dropping everytime you had a crush. i realised, after you drifted from me, how much i actually cared about you, and how big the hole you left in my life was. sometimes i wonder if i should text you, or if you want me to text you, but i know its all in my head.
now, everytime i look at the stars i see u. or us. an old version of us. trapped in time, and drifting, just like the stars we stared at :) thanks for fucking me up for like 3 years