i know that sometimes it doesn't feel like it, but you were my first love, and you still are. and i know at times its hard to see how much i really do love you, but i do, more than anyone else. im so proud of you - im proud of everything you've accomplished and everything that you've ever put effort into. im proud of you, most of all for being here, for staying despite the constant pull to leave. you are so strong. you are so amazing. i will love you forever
