I miss you and I never meant to make you feel guilty or anything because of me . You know I don't care if you send anything. And I'm sorry that I made you feel any other way except completely loved. I never lied to you about my feelings. And I'll always love you, I know I'm far away and I'm sorry about that and I would run to you if you'd let me I wish I could see you again but I know its impossible. I'm sorry that I am here and not with you. If i could you know i would be there. You bring up feelings I never thought I had and I probably won't have for anyone else. You make me feel strange and I don't know how to deal with these new emotions. But I'll try my best to wait for you like you waited for me.