I'm sorry for whatever I did, but I'm not quite sure what I even did. You just became really distant all of a sudden and I don't know why. Is it because lily is a better friend than me or is it because i did somthing wrong or is it because of something else. I know you probably will never see this but if you do I am sorry and I just want to be best friends again I can't risk losing another best friend again. I'm sorry...I love you ashley.