I guess the only thing to say to you is I wish you would’ve tried harder. Or at least shown you wanted too. Even if you didn’t do anything at all. Ya know? I’ve never loved someone this hard before and i never wanted to lose you. If soulmates existed you would be mine. Not sure if you count me as yours in return. I wonder if i was ever enough for you. Or too much rather. I’ve never felt a pain like this before when I think about losing you. It’s a aching feeling that attacks your soul. It makes it hard to breathe. I feel like I say the same words over and over using different terms and analogies about us. I guess I was hoping you would respond like I would want and was giving you multiple chances. I think it should be obvious that who I am.