your beautiful soul was my barrier from an outside world. you’ve taught me love, and distracted me from all the things we couldn’t handle. thank you.
but it was your death, that helped me to learn how to be strong. for a while i was mad at you. why didn’t you leave me even a note? why didn’t you call?
but i think i know now. i knew you well. even if from time to time my body goes numb when i’m thinking about you, i still understand. you’ve made your decision.
i love you. so fucking much. it won’t ever change, but i guess it doesn’t make a difference now. i miss you.
