you’ve been here for me and cared for me. i cannot express how much i love you. our friendship means a lot to me and im really scared that it’s all going to be ripped away from me. but you’ve saved me so many times you don’t even understand. you’re going through a lot and i know it’s probably hard to keep up with your friends and everything else. i just want you to know how proud of you i am. thank you for being alive.