You are my first love and I love you very much, but I need to leave you. I need you to find someone who loves you more than I do.
It's difficult and this breaks me. I did everything I could to make you stay with me and I lost. I lost you, I lost everything, including myself.
I know you could never read this, but I need to write.
I have days when I don't know anything about you. I really hope you're okay because I'm not. It broke my heart and now I write this with tears in my eyes.
I think we are not a destination, we were just two people who did not know what to do with too much love.
It scares me to think that I could probably never love someone like I love you...
always in my heart