I miss you more then you probably miss me, but the more time apart the more it fades. I don't want you to leave me like everyone else does, but I want you to be happy so if being with me starts to feel like a job then please tell me and I'll change. I want this one to work, everyone said that it was a bad idea and now that it's happening it feels right. But I am still so scared and you being distant doesn't help. I get in my head and my thoughts wonder and I need you to pull me out of my thoughts back into reality. If this thing between us lasts a bit longer I think I might actually fall in love.