i want u but i dont want u every night i end the day thinking about u i go thru our texts almost every week and it hurts because why cant i live without u its been 7 months all those things u said to that girl hurts me and i just want you back i dont even want u i NEED u idk whats wrong with me i feel so confident one day and so dead the other i just need some stability in my life and i could keep on going with this i just want.. love. real love. i feel like real love comes from u and u serve that perfectly to me. i feel that we are soulmates but u dont know that. i just want u to realize what we couldve been. those exact words.. u said to her made me wanna fall on my knees and cry in the rain its been so long and i just feel like there has to be some kind of catch in this because it never took me this long to get over someone.