Unsent Messages

I sit here writing things to people I once knew with shit I wish I could say to them, but I can't. I wish he had wrote me a message and with false hope I go through looking even though I know he wouldn't write me shit. i haven't even spoken to him since may and I thought for sure I got over him, but I saw him for the first time at the beginning of September and all the feelings came rushing back. the thing is now he has a girlfriend and he's cut off all communications with friends that were girls, except for her friends. I've been friends with him since 6th grade and now he won't even speak to me, for what a girl that he probably won't last with over a bestfriend that would do anything for him, even if that meant just being friends, no feeling involved. the sad thing is he never knew I loved him and now he never will. I would have never ever gotten in between him and a girl ever, even if that meant me being in pain to see them together because im not that type of person, but to cut off all ties with your bestfriend, that's plain out wrong. your a fucking piece of shit, but I will always love you.