I met someone today. You’d love her. She’s funny and beautiful just like you were. She has the cutest laugh and she snorts when she giggles. She reminds me of you, but she’s not. She’s not you. You were everything and she is only a part of it. I’m sorry I couldn’t save you. I tried baby. I hate myself for not being able to save you. I tried to pull you out but I wasn’t strong enough. I’ll see you soon baby. Love, Alexander have