today in church the pastor told us that sometimes god delays our plans bc he's working in the other person's life before they come together. we're both working, i hope god lets us be together. i miss you so much, i'm doing good distracting myself but life has lost it's happiness. when i'm happy, it's only bc i'm distracting myself from the fact that i can't be with the person i love. i hope you haven't forgot about me, bye bye bub
