Unsent Messages

You knew i liked you and said things that made me believe you liked me back. I guess i will never know if it was all a game or not but I need to stop waisting my time on someone that only gave me half. Some part of me doesn't want to move on but you don't deserve me anymore after the crap i have put up with. I cant keep feeling confused about you anymore. I still get mad at myself for liking you even when I hate you. The thing i hate about you most is that even when i hate you, you can say one thing to change that, but not anymore. This is an official goodbye to all the crap you have put me through. Some people walk into your life as blessings and some some lessons. You were my lesson. Thank you for being selfish cause i now know what i deserve. I guess i just liked what i thought you could be but you are not that person. I was always lookin for an answer from you and i spent nights staying up thinking if you felt the same but i know now that you are insecure and don't know what you want for yourself. I really hope you find that cause when you do it wont be me. I am sorry you can't see a good thing in front of you cause i truly would have done anything for you. I just cant be with someone who doesn't know what he wants. I hope you can sleep at night knowing you lost a girl that would have been the best but thats your own loss and problem. Not mine. I do like you and it's going to be hard to move on, but i need to for own sake. Good bye :)