Unsent Messages

Fuck you fuck you fuck you. All you ever did was hurt me and even when I tried to get away you stuck your claws deep into my back and you dragged them as far down as you could. All I ever wanted was to be happy with you but you are a soul sucking demon. We never could’ve made it. No matter how hard we tried it was fucking pointless. It’s all pointless. I loved you so much I didn’t want to let you go. But in the end I wasn’t really letting you go was I? I was running away from you. And i’m still fucking running I don’t think i’ll ever stop. Because you have ruined me entirely. It’s funny how one person can do that, ruin you. Just one person can dig so deep into your head and plant the worst things that never ever fully go away. You are a weed that just keeps fucking growing in the sidewalk that is my head. No amount of weed killer can get you out can it? Of course not. It never has been able to. You’re apart of my history now. And nothing can change that.