it's so hard, remembering back to so many moments where you felt the world wasn't on your side. i love you so much, you are drained by each day and I appreciate you so fucking much. you held back so many words, so many emotions. I know you're tired, but keep on going, its gonna be worth it. look at what you are given, and the food you love, fun things you loved to do as a child. you forget so much of what you used to like doing due to the suppression of everything in your childhood to pursue what "makes an adult." you constantly want someone to talk to, and hope someone will listen. listen to yourself. be there for yourself. give yourself a fucking break, its the fucking pandemic. you got this, take a nap or something. drink lots of water, and eat. eat. eat. stretch and maybe take a walk. you got it beautiful