hope your living the best life. i know we will never talk as friends again. although it would be great, but it wouldn't work out anyway. i found someone that could love me. still trying to understand that feeling. you have a girlfriend now. hope she gives you the love you actually deserve. many years passed and now we are strangers. still I fucking love you. i don't even think I even understand what I'm saying lol. i just want one day. a day being with you. just laughing and hoping things would work out. but we all have to get back to reality and face the truth that it would never happen. live your life. okay and forget about me. it for the better ((: