Unsent Messages

ive never ever in my years of my life felt this way about someone like you. you light up my day like no tomorrow. every notification i get from you makes my heart race. im always constantly thinking " can he see me?" "what would he do if he saw me rn?" you replay in my brain 24/7. im always waiting for your snap back. i dont see you nearly ever but idc, even hearing you silly voice is okay to me. i love your smell, everytime you give me a hug i just inhale "your" smell. you are always making me feel better but you can also be an asshole without knowing. i care for you 24/7 im just too shy to show it. but please open up to me for once. i want you and nobody else cant you see?? if you see this just know your name in my phone is "my fav person," for a reason. i love when you care for me when people call me something. i love that you always make people smile and laugh. i wish i had your confidence let alone i wish i had you right next to me rn but i cant. even though we live miles away from each other i still am always loving you no matter what. i just want answers thats all. im always overthinking about you bc im not confident in myself, bc you have much prettier girls living by you. i just hope you mean what you say to me bc if you are my person and without you idk what id do...