i wonder where things would be with us if we would've just talked thing through from the beginning, life is weird knowing now our history will be forever changed, I said I loved you and wanted to be their but you pushed me away,my love wasn't a bonding glue as much as it went unseen, its okay because were at two different points in our life and I hope you the best , your not a bad person, but i still wonder to myself if i have feelings or not, some days I hurt bad thinking about you but other i feel hopefully but i know it'll be ok