I never smoked with Michael and I will probably never smoke again. Michael asked when we were together and I told him no. Him and Abby were a weird what-if kinda thing that happened. I've been friends with him since freshman year and he can always tell when something is off so we have been talking about you a lot recently. Well mainly I talk and cry and he listens. I'm sorry about the shift, I have a lot on my mind right now and I am not dealing with it well so I do apologize
