we didnt hug the last time we saw each other and the thought that it could have been our last time seeing each other brings me to my knees. not going in for a hug that day is my biggest regret. because you always think you have time, one more time, always. the truth is, you never know when it's the last time until it happens. and we never hugged and i know it seems trivial but it seems unfair for the whole thing to end with us standing a few feet apart saying our awkward goodbyes. we didn't know it would be the last time. but it was. you never know until it happens and that thought is what eats me alive at night.