i know what happened between us was just a game for you, but i genuinely wanted you. i wish i never became so infatuated with this fake version i created of you. i wish i didnt lie awake at night pondering on what couldve been if you hadve just wanted me back. why didnt you want me? why wasnt i enough? how can i be enough for you? i hope one day you recognise that you lost an abundance of beauty, which is all i am, and all you are not. you are simply just a puppet master with tens of hundreds of girls on strings. i wish i could break free from the ropes you have attached to me, but i know i will always and forever want you. no matter how much it pains and kills me, i still want you.