I love you so much and I hope that this year finally gives you a break and you get everything you've ever dreamed of having. I can't believe going into 2021 we'll have been best friends for 4 years, since the summer after 8th grade. You spun my world around in the best way possible and I can't wait to spend my life with you. On that note, I hope things work out with him. I really do. It hurts but this year I'm letting those feelings go for my happiness and yours. You deserve better. I love you more than life itself and I will always be here for you. Here's to our lives this year, and for the good to finally come. :)