you're my first love. scared of being led on considering were not dating yet. i know i mean so much to you and im a happiness in your life but i cant think of the part where you could possbily leave which sucks but when time comes yk its alright because maybe you were a lesson brought into my life. and thats the reason im not stressing about why you havent asked me out yet. thats not me saying im going to wait a year for you either. if you want me so bad you can have me now. not when you feel ready out of no where. being emotionally unavailable must be hard for you but i hope i dont make you think loving someone is hard. thats all.