Unsent Messages

I knew I was never going to be good enough for you, I told you everything, the things with my dad, my family shit, and you were my everything, my only escape from the world, I would look forward to the FaceTime every night and then we just stopped. After that day when you left it just never felt the same and I’m such an angry person now I don’t think you would ever feel the way I do lmao it’s been 2 years but ever since you started playing with my feeling it just made me more attached and I can never forgive you for that. You wanted to see if I would give you a chance in a month but yet you couldn’t even live up to that, you stopped trying in a day, I’m sorry I’m not the same person as 2 years ago but every one changed and so much went on in that 2 years that you don’t even know about it over all fucked me up and I’ve been taking that out on everyone, not just you, I promise. Out of everyone I ever fucked with it dated you were something different and no one I’ve talked to since we ended and been the same, I either have really good luck and meet someone nice but I fuck it up Bc it just don’t feel the same or it’s it’s a shitty person. There no in between anymore. And I shouldn’t miss you Bc you were fucked up and toxic asl but Ik no one could ever be you. It’s werid looking back now and think about you and I little asl. I was one lucky bitch but your prolly talking to someone better now or who ducking knows Bc I ducking blocked you. Idek anymore, it dont matter.