I hate you for making me feel like this. I miss you so much, and you don’t even care. I cry myself to sleep. I hate how toxic you were. I had to beg for the bare minimum, yet i still love you. I gave you everything, I gave you my body, my feelings, you were the first person to know about my depression. I thought i’d be with you forever. I’m broken, so broken. I wish you would change. I wish you could be the old you again. The problem is, is that you don’t know who the old you was. You don’t think you have changed. Please change. Please make this easy on me. Don’t let me cry in my bed every night. Please don’t leave me like this. I love you