Unsent Messages

Fuck you. I really wanted to make the friendship work. I was dealing with a thousand different things and I couldn't always be there for you but you thought it was okay to throw away our whole friendship after we talked it through? I thought we came to a mutual agreement. It hurts and it fucking stings. I miss you but it really shows me how much you actually cared for me and our friendship since you threw it away so easily just because of one argument. I was working on myself for us. That wasn't good enough. It's damaging to leave someone in the dark; I keep wondering what I could have done better. I was too late apparently. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. We could have still been friends to this very day but now that's gone. I am very bitter. You left a hole in my heart and left me with a deep sadness that can't be repaired.