i wish i had told you before it was too late. you have a girlfriend now so i don’t even know how to talk to you and i cant handle it because i want, so desperately, to talk to you. at this point i’d settle for being just friends but honestly i don’t know how to do that and it’s just so hard. everything about loving you is hard but here i am i guess. i just want to be there for you but i don’t know how to do that when she’s already there. all i want is to talk to you like we used to