oh god i really hope u don’t see this but tbh i’m lowkey selfish like i want you to be happy but i want that to be me like i really love you crazy but i can’t force you to just love me back. i’m sorry if you read this but i’m trying to be supportive and help you get with the one you wanna be with...well i’m not really helping but i’m giving like advice ig you can say.but idk sometimes i just wanna say sun stupid shit like “just be with me already” or “he’s just using you for his pleasure so don’t get with him” or smt like that.but i’m holding that in bc ik ima just sound like a selfish ass person and if i say that it’s just gonna ruin us.i just really want us back just me and you, do everything with you and make our relationship better.but i can’t cuz you wanna be with someone else which i understand bc there’s so much benefits between you two compare to me but idk i’m just probably thinking for myself and being selfish. again sorry if you see this. i love you.