Unsent Messages

I honestly used to look up to you.. and in a way, I sometimes still do. I don't like how you used to hit/treat mommy tho. I remember being very young and you would tell me to "Turn up the TV very loud" so we wouldn't hear you guys fighting. At that age, I thought parents fighting was normal because you guys did it so much. Fast forward a couple years later you guys finally got a divorce and we had to stay with you. At the time I guess it was pretty good because Mommy needed to get back on her feet. The little time that it was just me, you, and my little brother was better. You were never home so you hired a nanny and she was the best. To this day I still miss her. That lasted for about a year.. then you met Her. Your soon to be new wife was good to us while you guys were dating AND she could actually cook. She bought us the things we wanted, took us to places we've never been, and even introduced us to her family. It was all great- that little time frame of 2014-2015. Then before you knew it, BOOM she has a baby. And that's when everything went down hill.