Unsent Messages

I don’t know when I first started to like you maybe it was the fact you were quiet or the rude insults you threw my way that never caused me to dislike you. But I do know when I started to love you I can’t stop thinking about you. Can’t stop dreaming about you. Maybe it started off as infatuation but somewhere somehow it became more than that. I know we’ll never be together and I know you know i have feelings for you. Wish I could stop but i can’t. I can’t stop me daydreaming about you can’t stop you from being the last thoughts before i sleep. It’s crazy to me just so crazy how you a person who doesn’t know me most likely doesn’t like me has such a hold on me. Abraham I swear you have this hold on me that you couldn’t even comprehend. Sometimes i find myself doing things just for the sole fact I thought of you. Whether you know it or not you are my first love. My first crush. You won’t be the last but you’ll always be the first. Ps I wish I could stop fantasying about fucking you because I really can’t. Can’t stop thinking about you cumming in my mouth...... but anyways just know I loved you first