Unsent Messages

thank you, you thought me how to love me and not to take anyone/ anything for granted cause they might not always be there. for all that you've done im willing too forgive you. so, here is what I've been up to: i met a new guy, he treats me how you did. he doesn't love me as much as you did, but finding you you dated my best friend a week after we broke up i take it you never loved me as much, but her and i are still friends aren't as close. i wish i could build up the courage to text you but i can't, it will be weird. i still think about you, almost every day. we would've been dating for over a year now, everyday i think about you and what we had. it hurts to know ill never have what we had again. sometimes i think about what would happen if i just text you, like what would you say, would you respond as quick, would you care as much, could we just have a normal conversation again. or have i ruined that to?