this is a message to myself. why do u feel like this? j be happy. i’m tired of u feeling like this. is there smtg wrong w you. do u need help or are u just making a big deal out of this. find the ppl that make u happy. fix broken friendships. find someone that likes you for you. don’t let ppl play u. be a better person. it’s not that hard but all your doing is trying to get through the day without crying. just starve yourself. it’s not that hard to do. you’ll be pretty and then he’ll like u. or will he j keep using u? ik u miss your dad. why did he leave? did u do something wrong. what abt your brother. why does he not talk to u. ig everyone j hates u. might as well j go ahead abt end it. end everything. it’ll be easier.